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A Thousand New Ways

by Syd/Sydney

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1.
Knife 04:55
bm - d - g - a anything I say will hurt and I don't want to hurt you and I don't know how to phrase it but I'm clawing out my eyes because there's so much there I need to process I don't want to be the one that lingers in your mind as something you did wrong but god I was so stressed for sure you were suicidal most of that first year and I was terrified your dad might snap and fucking kill you solo melody on 7th fret (not sure of chords) I don't love you anymore I never meant to make you cry now I'm just another knife in your back, oh god I'm sorry I just can't do it I still want someone to hold me I still want someone who loves me like you did but I can't be their protector I can't stop someone from googling a bridge and for the record babe I loved the way you liked to phrase things it was always funny and made me laugh so much but now I'm scared of another's touch 'cus if I find someone, and they get hungry for a loaded gun oh no no I don't love you anymore and I don't know if I can do this shit again 'cus there might be some pleasure but it's not worth it if I feel so far away and so afraid
2.
123 04:18
A shape on 5th string, 11th fret - move to 9th, then 6th, then back 123 that's all I want to be as simple as it seems approachable and clean blue red green just the primaries and yellow as a treat (E shape on 6th) I'm feeling overwhelmed feeling overwhelmed when you are here, with, me oooh and I wanna make some room wanna make it soon wanna make some room for you but its all so complicated ! whats a dog to do? ooh. it's all so hard to do I wanna make it easy for you and easy for me, easy for you, easy for me like 123 just 123 three steps then we're there three steps then you're here with me you can come and go, yes or no black and white, I don't know
3.
ILY, IWY, ID 03:52
c#m - b - a I wake up early, I see that it's raining pouring down in the summer heat flooding streets on a weekend off hard I find not to think of you such a mess to have it happen now with all the students leaving village bare bars open late but the college closed town comes a casket for my cold throat g#m - a - c#m, b I love you, I want you, I don't I love you, I want you, I don't a - b - c#m, b I live the fringes of others lives dwelling in attics and working late I need a net but it don't need me still not sure if they understand bluebird swallowed itself like a snake with it my food now leaving me scared no, I wouldn't know what to give to ya dear this year I've died in a thousand new ways I love you, I want you, I don't I love you, I want to, but I don't it's hard to, commit to, you when I don't feel like you want me to and I can barely take care of myself as it is I'm glad that, you moved out, you're stable I don't know, what I want, what I need I wander, newmaker, aimless but someday, I'm sure I'll, be free someday I'll be
4.
ITWYRW 03:40
c unbarred - c - g god was never on my side if he is, he likes to hide christmas comes with empty boxes christ arrives with tangerines f or so it seems f - g c unbarred/note/am - c - g oooh is this what you really wanted? a coffin full of fur yet again I find no, everything I have I don't f - g I took the train to nowheresville where nothing happens, no one's real why'd I wait another stop? could it be I can't get off? could it be this train can't stop? everything they gave me wasn't what I'm waiting for what I'm waiting for
5.
Yellow Fur 03:26
g#m - a - g#m - f# she is calm and collected when I wish to be she is strong and respected when I feel so weak she's an easy escape she's a welcome embrace g#m - f# - e yellow fur, I love her and I feel that when I am with her the pain is relieved f# she's as sharp as a diamond when I wish to be she's the eye of the storm and that's what I need though she's only a ghost she'll be there when I need her though she's hollow and frayed she still moves when I do and while I may decay she fills me with life she holds me so tight she makes me so sure that I still love her yellow fur
6.
(chords? no idea) Don't fuck it up! don't fuck it up they'll never forgive you, they'll never forget (A shape on 5th fret, then 4th, 3rd, and 2nd) and you'll have to live with the knowledge that you let them all down and ruined your life you were a shithead and ruined your life no one will care and no one will love you again
7.
c - em little girl, so cold and grey somber smile upon your face am - g - b7 - em am - g - b7 lost to time, how you've grown where's that girl that I had known ? I have been away too long in my room incanting songs I will sing you something kind with the hope that i will find the little girl from yesterday that I'd thought had ran away now I see without a doubt she's grown into a woman now aaaa
8.
Not Enough 02:32
(no chords, improv solo) There's not enough of me to go around So much to do, just one of me two hands, I'll cut them off There's not enough of me There's not even one of me There's not enough I love to work all day and night and day and night and day
9.
A-G-D-A it was nice to have someone who I could try and please I would turn myself into an idol that you'd crave on hands and knees F-G x2 that was the mission statement but now I've lost the plot F-G-D without a candle in the dark I think that I forgot A-B-D-A for all I've said and done I don't think I'm the only one for all I'd like to do I wish I knew somedays I feel defined but other days it's blurry lines for all I've said and done I guess I'm lonely I don't really wanna crawl all after someone else right now but I also see that I am lost without a light messy hair and makeup stains mark territory where I linger I feel so tired, though I'm sure I got some sleep I guess it's all too much for me I wish I had some pot right now
10.
Bm (unbarred 8thfret, sounds more like Em) - a , B putrid smell of gasoline falling from the sky faceless monsters in a crowd laughing as they walk by people get so ugly and so horrible nothing worth it out there I don't even try put me in a blender, bury me in mud put me in a blender, bury me in mud drain the body of its liquids, soak them in a towel wring me out and overtop a dirty bathroom stall E - C(open) - D - B I don't need you, I don't need anyone friends are there to hurt me, to use me I'll never let you in again I don't need you, cruel irony rotten to the core I must be crazy I must be crazy acid in the air this month its normal at this point choking on a guillotine of murderer's crude law growing up American like growing up a corpse hate to seem opinionated, but look at what you've done c#m - gm - e - b this is a dirty world with a ticking clock I want to scream and cry all day and night I hate myself for looking up expecting something better than this friends are there to hurt you, to kill you
11.
Perfect 03:38
(tune 4th string down a note) E - A the sun it comes too early in the night too quick to fall asleep the song is nearly over once it starts I'm left behind you don't have to be perfect all the time marching bands make so much noise just trying to keep in time play it how you want, play it how you please play it wrong and out of tune for me they say there's something wrong with me but I I don't think I agree this city scrambles here and there but oh it goes nowhere (bridge!) unbarred5thA - A unbarred5thA - 7thA you don't have to be perfect all the time the hardest part of moving on is leaving the pain behind we are not machines, though we'd like to be though we'd like to let our bodies bleed would it be so bad to get some sleep? no promises to keep dreaming by the candlelight with me that's how it could be
12.
4 02:38
Em on 4th (mute 3rd string) - G on 4th - E (supposed to sound messy, kind of discordant) I shouldn't feel like I do, at this hour sleep would be nice but it's hard, when it's all so dumb and the thoughts just hammer on my head like a nail hang me up, on the wall like a coat on a rack in the dead of the night made me jump it looks just like a person! doesn't it. doesn't it! oh doesn't it! isn't it or wasn't it? ... half past 4 and i stare, into space I'll write a song 'cus I don't, know what else to do and the thoughts just hammer on my head like a nail hang me up, on a wall like a coat on a rack in the dead of the night made me jump makes you feel at home doesn't it? oh doesn't it

about

Songs about numbers and colors.

First album I've recorded with Ableton. I made an effort to learn a whole new music software for the first time since I was ten (I've used Garageband almost religiously my entire life up until now) so that was terrifying. I've also started taking formal guitar lessons, so there's more ambitious chord structures and leads on this album than previous. Along with that, I tried to record my acoustic playing with a more elaborate multi-mic setup in an attempt to better capture my percussive playing style, trying to get it to sound more accurate to how I do when performing live.

Overall I wanted to go for a sound inspired by post-punk and bar rock (is that a thing?) inspired by the open mics and live shows in Athens OH I've been going to regularly this past year, with a lot of credit towards singer-songwriter musicians I've been listening to both local and mainstream. Biggest inspiration for this album was likely Joy Division.

💕🤍🖤Thank you for listening.🖤🤍💕

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released January 16, 2024

Written / recorded by Sydney Lewis.

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wrote the theme for Dreamwork's film "THE BIG BUNGUS"

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