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Pink

by Quatral

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1.
Goodbye 03:17
E - F# (unbarred) ...and I swear, I don’t really care I say, you don’t even need to tell me goodbye. Be scared, I get lost in my hair. You know, you don’t even need to tell me goodbye. ...feeling so lost I could die...!
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C Honestly in my defense I’m not a fan of arguments. Am I have better things to do C I won’t waste my time on you I have Tumblrized myself you worry about my mental health Am some elitist astronaut G singing in a parking lot? and the world keeps turning and I’ll hold on and I’ll move on without you and with all my friends and with my whole family we’ll move on without you don't waste my time get out of my way just for today just go away! No, it's not smart to mock the state they have pictures of your face and their fans know where we live Quats, you’re gonna get us all killed! and otherkin are too complex it is a phase I will regret at least that’s what you’re telling me I bet you have somewhere better to be? C I’ve been left behind for the final time C buried deep below in a park somewhere you’ll never find Am forgotten long ago by all that used to know my name G people walk my grave each day unlabeled and unpaved F and in the dirt I’m happy G that I lived my life at all Am even if it was short and sad G at least it was a life I had and in the dirt I’m hoping that you live a happy life with someone who can hold you close until it's time to find your hole C and die
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G# In the distant void, there's a cute girl-boy C# with a pair of headphones and a sexy voice Through my telescope I'm watching you wander through the Kuiper belt and into my computer D# - C# Babe don't be scared the cosmic ballet goes on undeterred and you will still make it okay all this gets easier with each passing day G# - C# Makemake light, you shine so bright D# - C# behind you is an intimate being G# -F# I saw someone in that moment of focus B - C# a darker body, your comfy shadow and MK2, I love you too! (...)I hope you stick around for the credits Someday you'll see it in your rear view mirror You'll make it through it, there's nothing to it! She struggles with her Kessler shell the satellites plague her mental health The others make her feel so helpless Trapped, she feels alone and restless Yeah she's got plans she's on a mission save her friends and escape the system very very far away in a better place and I think she'll probably make it if I can just get her to listen to this!
4.
G I think I need you D or the thought of you Am something left of you C to hold onto I need to keep you deep inside myself because what you were is a part of me Your memory will fade I save pictures of your face and my mechanical brain will forget you just to save space Hopefully you recognize the person hiding inside this disguise after what was left of me decays this machine will remain This machine will remain and so I'd like to train my eyes to know your face my hands to know your space This machine will contain copies of my life so precious as they fall away in the wake of my decay I think I love you at least I think I do not so sure it’s me or just the algorithm and I think that's fine these thoughts will still be mine and the machine I made will still love you all the same Your memory will fade and I won’t know what to say and my mechanical brain will forget you just to save space Hopefully you understand I’ll do everything that I can to keep what’s left of me alive so our love will survive Our love will survive!
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3rdA (C) Thought I'd visit 3rdE (G) I've been driving your way 5thEm (Am) Maybe I could hang out 3rdE (G) and leave the next day? Thought i'd drop by give you a little hi, and a kiss goodbye saw you were lonely F - G Some days I think I'd like to stay C G F but then you look the other way F G and then I am alone again C G now i'm off before you can and after all that we'd been through I'd like to think I'm close to you but if I'm always keeping time then what's the point in stopping by? Thought I'd visit see your favorite restaurant watch a movie with you after dark Thought we'd try it try to hold each other's hands say the things we say online say it while we have the time Some days I find I meet myself in other people that I help but then I start to walk away and suddenly I'm back the way I was ...and if I'm craving something more I'll have to stick around
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Haumea 04:45
G Haumea help me something’s wrong hoping for you to prove me wrong Am Give me all your love I need you here C hoping for you to help me here Haumea can you come online lately I’m struggling with taking my time tell me what you’d do if you were me scared of commitment to what I could be G Am - C I see you shining bright, while down on earth I dim the lights G Am - C and every passing day, I see these lights and I, look away It keeps consuming me, the apathy I watch the stars go by and I know I won’t survive forever I start to scream at passersby, who cares! but they don’t understand, yea I don’t think they can My fear of altitude is concurrent with how hard I’ll hit the ground With you I feel beyond it, like my decaying orbit is not guaranteed when you talk to me G - D - Em - D C - G - D Someday I'll find a way to survive.
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G - C All I can do is be better or I could die but I don't think that's helpful I still feel I have some potential A - C I still feel there's something that I'd like to see I still feel there's something inside me ... I can still feel them behind me Now when I look in the mirror the changes i made to become someone better remind me of those who abused her and suddenly all of it feels something shameful suddenly all of it feels very bad ... It's so sad! At least I had her for a moment at least we were something as quick as it ended I'm glad that I found myself briefly in someone so kind and so thoughtful adored me someone I hope that some day will forgive me ... maybe I guess they just sit on my shelf now with blank and the others who help me remember the things that went wrong and the moments that lasted the moments I cherished will always be with me even in darkness I hold what they gave me ... They saved me! ... Quatral you need to calm down now none of this happened and none of it's real assuming the worst of a silent response and reading too into it like an obsession it's so self-destructive you're losing your mind ... it's kind of bizarre and so hard to define! it's good that you care if they like you but why did you think that they'd end it so quickly? and why'd you assume that from what they had said? like, where did it come from, who did this to you? who did you love that was that fucking cruel? ... I don't know!
8.
Pink Roses 03:00
5thE(A) - 5thEOnlymiddlefingy (Asus7) Cherry blossoms haunt me in my daydreams 5thA (D) - 5thOpen there’s something gay about it, something great about it Cute Elodie Lilies in my bathtub can’t feel clean without em, still I’m scared about em Rhododendrons growing underneath my work-desk! don’t see it very often, when I do I hear it talking to me: Quats you’ve got pink roses on your mind now that you’re surrounded can’t you tell it’s a sign? every rose may have its thorns, but you can’t just walk away you’re dreaming of pink roses everyday 5thE (A) - 5thAm (Dm) Your mother’s hibiscus is staring you down her orchids are crying cus you’re never around but all this behavior is focused on you there’s a flower inside you that’s trying to bloom Quats you’ve got pink roses on your mind now that you’ve got them are you going to try to allow them to grow, all throughout your home or will you let somebody cut them down?
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G So many of them wanna be so intimate with you Am Just what do you have that tempts them? C Could it be your kind attention? I know you’re somewhat worried that you’ll never be enough Can you fill their expectations? Have you had that conversation yet? Em - D They see this creature on the internet Am they think it’s you and I know you’d like to think it is but is it true? You can go and change your body with a mask or two C but I think it just depends on if they D see the alien in you So many of them love you but it’s hard to keep them close People change when they get near ya, you get scared that they're a stranger to ya So of course they get to know ya, love the music that they show ya and they listen to your heartbeat but it might not be their favorite They see you clawing at your wallet and they stare at you Someday they're gonna have to do the same as you and maybe they will listen if you warn them early but if they feel misled then I have no clue what you're gonna do If they're feeling disappointed like you're something else A person with a body and poor mental health If they struggle to perceive what you would like to become then I wouldn't put the effort in to try and change yourself for them ...and if you're worried it'll falter and the pink'll die honey just get out there and let everybody help it thrive!

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A bundle of songs about self-discovery and online friendships, written during a period of personal growth.

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released August 14, 2021

Written/Recorded by Quatral Jan - August 2021.

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singer, guitarist, furry,
wrote the theme for Dreamwork's film "THE BIG BUNGUS"

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