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i don't know you, but

by Syd/Sydney

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1.
See my face, I don't, I don't Hear my voice, I don't, don't know I'm so lost, in my own mind what am I, from the outside so hard to explain, i'm self-unaware but if i let you show me, you'll show me what you see so hard to observe, who i really am i don't wanna see no i don't wanna see See my face, I don't, I don't Don't come near, just go, just go
2.
pale idols 03:12
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parody 03:45
how do you get up everyday and act like everythings okay you're very strange how do you keep it up all week is it an image that you put on just for me? you try so hard to get me on your little sinking ship just cus theres nowhere left to go dont mean i'll roll with it this parody i dont understand this parody of adult life that you chase this parody i dont really care i dont pay attention, you are not important to me how do you smile when you are sad and look so good when you feel bad i do not know how do you make your body move when there is nothing you can do i'd like to know your secret you always laugh at my analogies cus its a comedy, that's all it's ever been and so this parody of what you want just feels so funny when you tell me that i'd die without this parody i dont understand and i never will dont bother to explain this parody
4.
this'll do 03:23
not good enough, tellin me you're not good enough not good enough, what'd'you tryin to say? not hard enough, sayin you dont work hard enough hard enough, hard enough for who? don'cha know its all been bet against you from the start don'cha know thats how its supposed to be don'cha know they love to see you tear yourself apart and you do, so eagerly dont be scared, this'll do cus you're still gonna do all the things that you knew that you'd do don't be shy this'll do cus we already do all the things that we wanted to do this'll do honey bee, i know you got a problem taking it easy,... you're so rough with yourself and it's hard to see you angry honey bee, you're always buzzing busy bee, you oughta know that the honey you make theyre always gonna try to take cus don't be mad at yourself, if you work for someone else and you screw it all to hell then oh well this whole thing is unfair and you really shouldnt care its the rules that they use its not you this'll do
5.
these days 03:43
I dont want it to hurt it's not supposed to be this hard ...all i can do is never enough I don't want it to kill me no i don't wanna fall behind ....the lines i have drawn strangle me to sleep these days its hard to find respite from temptation or a little peace of mind i do not want this life someday i know i'll make it through or at least i hope i do these days, these days these days, its hard to relax (cool instrumental bit) i'm tired of the bullshit yeah i just want to sleep all day ....is that so much to ask i just wanna pace myself take it one day at a time everybody seems to rush me
6.
come and sit and have a drink with me i do not know you but i'd love to get to know you if you'd let me i don't have much money left but i will buy you something nice i'd rather not spend all of it on me let's spend the night together while we have it let's get to know each other while we can i'd love to see what you would love to show me and if it all goes well then we can keep in touch come and sit and have a drink with me if you aren't bothered by my hair i know it's strange but that's just me i'm the type to wear the things i like i hope it makes me look punk rock and that it makes you want to get to know me and if it all goes well then we can keep in touch it's nice to meet you
7.
judy wrote a novel in a coffee shop about a chapter a day, once a week judy works for pennies in a dollar store and she's walkin away, someday she just wanna take it easy she's writing it down, it's getting around she just wanna get some sleep but its never enough she still gotta get to work shes doin her best, shes passing the test she just wanna get away but its never enough and judys just sittin there writin her book she's like like where will you go, where will you take me the books just sittin there thinkin the same its like ohhh oh no... judy gave her novel to her publisher friend he said its decent enough, but needs some work you need to cut a paragraph here and there she asked him where would you say? he said anywhere judy puts her book back in here bag, shes like "why do i bother, what is the purpose? if i dont make a million then why do i care?" oh no... do do dod do judy wrote a novel in a coffee shop just to find an escape, from the dollar store
8.
something 02:42
its unhealthy to expect someone of something too much they will not respect you if you feed them your lunch do not be so cruel baby just be cool and you will find it in your house find it in your couch and they will love you very much all you have to do just be kind don't pour your feelings all over their floor and make them clean it for you just because they try to help don't mean they're able to pick up all your pain don't just go insane when they don't know what else to say oo oo its unhealthy to expect someone of something too much know that they will love you if give them enough kindness gets you there makes them want to care if you just give them what you can don't be so demanding give them something give them something
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goodnight 06:26
i'll never wake up, i'll never wake up it won't let me go, the dream never dies i am alone, this is goodnight it won't let me leave, i'm trapped in this sleep i'm trapped in its world, i can't even scream i wish it would say something to me and yet it just stares, directly at me and with a kiss, an inky black tongue i am now his, the darkness has won

about

some songs about being trans and wanting friends

releasing under a new alias cus it sounded cool and my old one was hard to communicate to live audiences

I animated a music video for parody! check it out :
youtu.be/nqOKfTMIK0A?si=rchiiHJxjXy_07Gp

thank you for listening đź’™

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released April 27, 2023

written / recorded by sydney lewis in athens, ohio

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singer, guitarist, furry,
wrote the theme for Dreamwork's film "THE BIG BUNGUS"

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